has anyone tried waking up and realizing that he has nothing to do the whole day but burn all those 24 hours away doing nothing? i have....

so there i was at 7 in the morning... eyes wide open and thoughts wandering to the ethereal skies thinking what the efff should i do to make my day a "PRODUCTIVE" one... of course all my days are the same considering that it is the summertime and im dead broke... all i do is wake up at 8 and go to the gym... so around 11 or 12 noon i would have nothing to do for the remaining hours... and then i started to think about things... how was my year? how am i doing right now? what have forgotten to think about the past days and then i remembered!

i was on a bus... the usual 2 hour ride to manila from cavite with all the hassles of heavy traffic.. (thanks to maynilad working during daytime at the middle of the fuckin highway)... i was thinking about what i should write about so that people would realize that it is healthy to think instead of spending the 2 hours in a bus trying to spot  if the next girl who would ride the bus is hot or not... i thought about the cliche that says "all the best things in life are free"... then i pondered for a moment, "what in the world right now is free?" i guess if you are the negative type of person then the answer would be none but after processing a lot of information i got 2 things that are very much used and abused that the beauty of the 2 things won't be noticed nowadays... hint... those 2 things have the word "free" on it...

1. FREEDOM

2. FREE WILL

FREEdom... FREE will...

come to think about the beauty and the irony of it... if FREEDOM is FREE then why are there so much slavery in the world right now? why are many people enslaved by their own government? why does FREEDOM come in such high a price for us to fully grasp it? FREEDOM... whew!

FREE will... now this is a very tricky subject... some people that He gave it to us... some say that it is synonymous with the 1st word... some would even say that it is innate in us and that we should never be denied of this one truth... but what is free will really? is it as simple as we making our own decisions and doing what we do? because if it is that, then this world will be in chaos... i for one is bedazzled by this word... due to what have been taught by the society in which i am in, free will is a responsibility... if it is... then its the biggest and toughest responsibility that one can have... 

now... can you see why it is so much used and abused? think about it please... after all... i was just on the bus thinking about this... XD