shit really happens.. whether you ask for it or not, it just pops out of nowhere... either it messes up one fucked up situation or it just fucks up one good thing for you... either way, you get yourself fucked up in a way or two...
so last night, i was watching this one great movie entitled FORREST GUMP.. that one movie where TOM HANKS get to play this retarded role yet in his retarded ways life turns out really simple for him.. then, if you think about it, it kinda makes sense... in a scene, he was in a military camp training and while all that was happening he narrated one tiny sentence which (in a sense) summarizes the whole movie for me.. he said (mind you this line is not exactly written word for word as what he really said but the meaning is still the same) "in a way, i kinda fit well in the army.. its not really that hard.. all you have to do is make sure you clean your bed up, stand straight, stand still and answer every question with YES DRILL SGT!" funny though, i thought that being in the army was tough, but for him it was so easy...
so on that note, let me get to my point which i got from that movie. LIFE IS EASY... if you just think about it, its not really hard... dont over-think... dont overdo... dont overuse...." dont complicate things"... after all, if you do everything that you think is within your capabilities to make your life good, then there is nothing that you can regret ever doing or not doing... you will be your best self and no one can ask more of you... then life will eventually correct itself..
so have faith in yourself... even if you are retarded... even if shit happens... even if people say that you will never ever make it...
after all, when everything is all said and done you only got one person to please and that is yourself... no one else...