for the nth time..

ok, so that's my status in both my twitter and facebook account...

"FOR THE NTH TIME IN MY LIFE I AM AGAIN ENROLLED"

now you ask me why? i would just answer you that "life happened, that's why"

ask me if i ever regret all those years wasted? ill just answer you "have you ever heard me say that those were wasted years? no"

see here is my point of view (and mind you a lot dont see this way)

1. ive become who i am and what i am because of all those years (people and experiences)

2. if you read my first blog i said that you just have to cope with what life throws at you and i think i pretty much handled it my way, it may look ugly if you look at it your way but i am thankful of every fuck up and every mess ive made because it made me stronger and better..

3. you'll ask me again if i would change anything if i had the chance, id answer you "FUCK NO"..

a lot of people will never get to see what ive seen, done what ive done and went where i went in a matter of 22 years..

so here's one piece of advice folks, always look forward with your head held up high but never forget at times to glance at your back and remember that you are what you are because of what's behind you..

ive stopped the picture thing the moment i saw a video in youtube about a man taking a pictures of himself every day of each year... but its still a great idea though... :D

i told you im a rain person..

so yesterday started off quite normally (and when i say its normal then it means that it is so freakin hot even at early mornings!).. as i finished breakfast i started to realize that i didnt go to the gym for the past couple of days and so i walked over there and got my ass a nice workout... so that was around 1100 in the morning that i arrived home... and then all the little drops fell, followed by larger drops and even larger drops and my cousin saw that my smile was from ear to ear... i really love the rain (not because of the emo statement that it hides the tears and not because of the warrior cliche' that it washes the blood away).. i just simply love it because it makes me remember about those times that i took a bath under it while playing during my childhood...

during those days, my parents or guardians will never allow me to bathe under the rain but i still find a way to run outside (and get spanked after that) just to have fun!

so yesterday i did what i did during the days when my booger still hangs on my nose...

1. i made my slipper flow through the water down the streets.
2. walked all over the village while getting drenched.
3. ran around without any shirt so that we can feel the cold down my very spine. ( i used to drive my bike all over town when it rains in dumaguete just because it is cold)
4. jumped beside friends who doesnt want to get drenched (so that all the resulting splashes would get them wet.. haha!)
5. had fun!

it is kinda weird that i did that alone though.. LOL!

but you cant help but smile and feel joy warm up your entire body while the cold water falls on it..

a snapshot from yesterday..

vague

ok... here is the picture that i promised yesterday... i made it black and white so that all the color mess up brought by the room wouldnt mess the facial expressions... still, you can see keita with the winnie the pooh pillow while mico screws up my hair...

so last night iwas reading a piece of craziness that another cousin (she's really my aunt but im much older so i would say she's my cousin) of my mine. its this piece that has all the corny stuff placed on text messages and on GM(s) and you know what? with all the cheesy, fluffy, crazy, horny and green stuff it actually is funny... so if you want something that feels good, of you just want a good laugh for being corny, just grab a copy somewhere and who know you might just have fun sending it to anyone you hate just because you want to fill up their inbox with all the stupid nonsense that these types of magazines have... LOL!

anyone of you guys seen "the king's speech"? its this movie with geoffrey rush, colin firth and helena bonham carter... a movie about a prince who cant talk his ass off in front of his "constituents"...

i havent seen it guys so please tell me your reviews ( i know the plot but im torn if i am going to watch it or not, it has 4 academy awards on its belt though, might be good...).. and persuade me or not to watch it, your vote your decision.. :D

speaking about movies, i really like those who makes you laugh because of the stupidity and craziness of the characters.. yeah! if you like those kind of movies then you would know pineapple express (seth rogen and james franco), knocked up ( Seth Rogen,Katherine Heigl, Paul Rudd, and Leslie Mann), all the harold and kumars (john cho and kal penn), american pie saga (too many great characters to name but the greatest creation is Jim's dad with a recognition to all the stifler's) and van wilder series.. right? feels like giving you a nice belly rub while spoon feeding you with chocolate! yeah, so see those movies and have fun!


today's picture will be featured in tomorrow's crap! LOL!

dang!

ok, so i said that i am going to post at least one picture of me in a day... but i can't really effiin find that damn usb cord for the card reader so can't put the picture in todays version but i promise that i will put it tomorrow... the picture features me and my 2 cousins while one is messin up my hair and the other puts his face in the hole of a winnie the pooh pillow...

so let me rant about what sucks and what is good in being a student finding out that summer is almost over and you need to go back to the hustle and bustle of the city to study (even though i love livin in the city)...

sucks:
1. traffic... shit dead heavy traffic... i know the railway system is good enough to cover the traffic's screw up but man, all those horns honking loudly because they cant wait to get a move on! why is it that people just cant get their hands off their horns! man! i just think that it couldve been better if they widened the original plans for TAFT AVE but who couldve foreseen the that the amount of vehicles would burst into freakin number that theyd clog up the streets!

2. railway system lack of trains : i know i said in number 1 that the railway system is pretty good but man, their lack of train takes a toll on people... a lot are just cramming and packing themselves in already tight trams! airconditioned (yes) yet the smell that you have to endure and after you get off the train, at 8 in the morning , you already smell like shit...

3. the rain: i am the type of person who loves the rain but when you wont really try to combine metro manila and raining because it is one fucked up situation that you will get... a lot of us have tried it... but man, why cant it rain and not flood...

4. not enough elevators: imagine running up to the 7th floor of the building because the line for the elevator is pretty damn long... whew!

5. kotong cops! : i know i made a hiss of what manila's traffic situation is but what sucks the most are the kotong cops... alongside UN AVE. corner TAFT AVE., there is that one cop that usually gets 50php per vehicle... he would really find something or some violation for the driver to squeeze some dough! and mind you he accepts 20php from some of the jeepney drivers!

food for thought:

why is it, in the philippines, that when there is no traffic enforcer in the middle trying to mess everything the traffic seems suave and smooth while when there is a traffic enforcer around it seems like all hell is loose! ayt?! LOL!

good..

1. manila is the place to be if you want to be someone.. every student gets a bit of the real life in the city and if you want to be someone someday you need to get all the harshness and the goodness in life and what better place to get that but from the grinding and pounding that one person gets in the city... tough!

2. people: by saying :people" i meant that people are trying to do their own thing and not mind other people's business... (or is it because i dont really talk to people when im reading or working on something at school)? hmmmmmmmm...  let me think... i have this trait that when i want to shut you out of my life then you wouldnt be able to penetrate that barrier unless i tear it down... so if i decided that i need some "alone time" then i would definitely get it and you could try as hard as you can but you just wont be able to bother me...

3. forgive me if this sounds stupid but i really love looking at the skies of manila when they are blue and all and while im up there at the higher levels of the school buildings.. its just i find serenity looking at the emptiness and the fullness of the sky thinking about life.. (that's irony for you)

4. time: funny how you cant seem to fit all the time of the day that you have to accomplish all the things to be done during the day... in the provinces, i find it hard to burn all the hours but here? man, i really love it when time flies so fast and i just feel tired and drained all day... that is because that is the only tie when i really get a good night sleep...

5. movies: it takes 2 full weeks in the province for the movies to get there! man! you really cant talk about it and people are shouting their opinions on the net while you are burning it movie hell!

so that's it... :D a lot of things that makes the metro more enticing for me...

by the way,... today's picture will come out tomorrow... peace im out!

memories

you ever think that we should take pictures everyday? i do! just right now!

im a person who wants to do the clicking instead of posing, but i dont really like photography... its just a way of getting out of the picture but hell i regret that part of me! i see a lot of people having great pictures and i envy them because they take a lot of pictures of them and all those memories are relived almost everytime a person opens your facebook or multiply page or deviantart... just then i realized i suck!

sorry for the self pity but let me talk about this...

i have an idea... from now on ill take a picture of me everyday... even at the most subtle time of the day just for me to remember what the eff did i do for that day... sounds good?


i think people should do it... like for now, as i am writing i am listening to johnoy danao (www.twitter.com/johnoydanao) rippin lisa loeb's STAY... and everytime i read this piece i would remember the song and the snapshot i took of myself and id say to myself that i did something productive today... at least for someone who has nothing to do for the whole day (except of course cleaning my own self!) LOL!

anyhow, i know a lot of people are into photography and all those shit that comes with it but why dont they just take a picture of themselves at least once a day...

so here's my today picture... :D

the blogger type is what im gonna start this string with... sorry for the nudity its just i dont have a shirt on and i decided to take a picture... its not great... i know... but its me! and that's my face for today the 15th of may!

has anyone tried waking up and realizing that he has nothing to do the whole day but burn all those 24 hours away doing nothing? i have....

so there i was at 7 in the morning... eyes wide open and thoughts wandering to the ethereal skies thinking what the efff should i do to make my day a "PRODUCTIVE" one... of course all my days are the same considering that it is the summertime and im dead broke... all i do is wake up at 8 and go to the gym... so around 11 or 12 noon i would have nothing to do for the remaining hours... and then i started to think about things... how was my year? how am i doing right now? what have forgotten to think about the past days and then i remembered!

i was on a bus... the usual 2 hour ride to manila from cavite with all the hassles of heavy traffic.. (thanks to maynilad working during daytime at the middle of the fuckin highway)... i was thinking about what i should write about so that people would realize that it is healthy to think instead of spending the 2 hours in a bus trying to spot  if the next girl who would ride the bus is hot or not... i thought about the cliche that says "all the best things in life are free"... then i pondered for a moment, "what in the world right now is free?" i guess if you are the negative type of person then the answer would be none but after processing a lot of information i got 2 things that are very much used and abused that the beauty of the 2 things won't be noticed nowadays... hint... those 2 things have the word "free" on it...

1. FREEDOM

2. FREE WILL

FREEdom... FREE will...

come to think about the beauty and the irony of it... if FREEDOM is FREE then why are there so much slavery in the world right now? why are many people enslaved by their own government? why does FREEDOM come in such high a price for us to fully grasp it? FREEDOM... whew!

FREE will... now this is a very tricky subject... some people that He gave it to us... some say that it is synonymous with the 1st word... some would even say that it is innate in us and that we should never be denied of this one truth... but what is free will really? is it as simple as we making our own decisions and doing what we do? because if it is that, then this world will be in chaos... i for one is bedazzled by this word... due to what have been taught by the society in which i am in, free will is a responsibility... if it is... then its the biggest and toughest responsibility that one can have... 

now... can you see why it is so much used and abused? think about it please... after all... i was just on the bus thinking about this... XD